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Mary Jane
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
"Stay with me. Even though I have lost my mind, darkened my soul, and ruined all in my heart that bears the slightest resemblance to love. Still, stay with me..."
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is it bad that im using dev art as my own personal blog for the moment, so i can rant and rave about how my family wants to come out of the woodwork with drama because of my wedding? 

and they wonder why i dont want to talk to them sometimes. because every time i do, they find some way to dismiss anything i say, and not take me seriously. or just not care. act like they do, but they dont.

its definitely not helping my artistic expression. only shutting me in further, and if it werent for jason, who has been patiently listening to me vent about it, i would have probably already lost my mind about it. oh and then on top of that, my mom blames herself for everything, and almost had a panic attack because of it and not having her medicine for a few days. but thats just between you and me. i promised her i wouldnt say anything.

but i worry about my family. and more than that, i worry about myself. am i going to get through this? am i ever going to get to have all of my family together, putting aside their differences, to be there for me?

well one can hope i suppose.

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DilettaStrangee Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave of my drawing Apocalypto  :sun:
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ardenofardrah Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ur welcome. i really liked that movie, and your drawing of him is superb :)
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VonDiezyl Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the fave :heart:

Be sure to check out my other work as well and watch me if you want to see more :iconplzhug:
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FiretruckCherie Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the Fav on Chicky!~
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Lena808 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2011
thnks for the fav
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ardenofardrah Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ur welcome :)
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princess-kasumi-21 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2011
thanks for the fav! :D
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DrowessGirl Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite on [link] !
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Fallendire Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2010  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the favorite! it's much appreciated, dear. :3
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Sethian-Motzart Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the favorite!!
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